"Without a partner, lover, etc: To be tired of love, to miss being in love, to be heartbroken, to want someone to love, to want to be loved back."

"A deep, often depressing, feeling of wanting to find love; to be loning for love; to be without a companion to share ones life with, though it is desired deeply."

What are those? Lovesick la!

Yes, Out of sudden I am suffering this for few days already.

"a person who is in love with a certain person and they cannot think about anything but that person, cannot eat or sleep right for having these intense feelings"

Really true, except i still can eat. Sleep abit hard. Whatever things i try to do, i cant do it well. I have some kind of distraction in mind. Even ask me play game,abit not so excited for now. Example for my game, I am playing supports more than killer. Play killer sure gg.com.

Who is this person? Ada la...

Cut my hair

My plan to keep my hair longer, once again failed. The same reason. I got called for citizenship exam again. Need to go up bandar to take things, hear some talk(I guess). Their rule is that boy must dress like tis like tat and the hair must be SHORT. Arghhhhh

I received the call tis afternoon to ask me go immigration there and bring along my IC. But they never say WHEN???? Before I had the chance to ask, they hung up already. I tried to call them but the phone was never answer. So how? No choice, tomorrow go up bandar and find them. The conversation was quite blur for me + my malay is already rotten. All I heard the clearest were bawa IC,Immigration, something ujian...thats all.

So even now I can't confirm whether it is about citizenship exam TROLOLOLOL.....

mostly yes la... -.-

2mpbs :)

Upgraded my e-speed to 2mbps. Speed is better of course, stream and download are better. Happiness =) Maybe slowly moving on to 5mbps if my dad allow. However once I get my job, I definitely upgrade it to 5mbps!

E-Speed Promotion : Now Upgraded Up to 5Mbps !!

I was so excited when I saw this news today. New speed @ 5mbps with the monthly rental fees greatly reduced. The higher the speed you subscribed the more deduction you get. This make me wanted to upgrade to 5mbps connection with almost no hesitation. Old price of $268, now only $105!

Currently I am using 1mbps which got only $3 deduction($68 ->$65) and by spending additional $40 I gain another 4mbps. Much better eh? I am guessing that by doing speedtest, I won't achieve 5mbps exactly although my current speed I get 1100mbps+ often from speedtest. Just hope it can be same case for the 5mbps :P

Hooray to high download speed and high speed youtube or video stream!

Weird + abit funny

Few post ago I mentioned about bypassing Garena HoN. This post will be something a little related to that..

I don't know when they did it but recently, I realised that their forum is also restricted to SG,MY,VN and PH when I try access to it. So whats so weird here?

@5:00am(yes I havent sleep that time)
I try visiting the forum but I was told that it was restricted to the four countries I mentioned above. Ok nevermind, I can still use proxy to get in.

@6:00am onwards
I go try again. Weird....I am able to access and I am NOT using proxy.

Do I belong to one of those countries during these period?I know it has to be my IP address issue. My guess is they somehow recognise the IP as a Singapore IP. Why I guess this way? Because sometimes when I go google, it will auto direct me to www.google.com.sg. Yes,SG!Singapore! not .bn!

Although long ago, I do heard that our connection(E-speed) has some "relationship" with Singapore which I don't have much detail. I only know if a game is hosted in sg, I can get a very good ping compare to Malaysia-host game.

Well nothing special about this, just sharing =)

Mother nature

A worldwide big news happened yesterday(11/3/2011). A big earthquake of 8.9 magnitude occured at japan followed by a 10 meter high tsunami. Video of the this tragedy event is all over the internet as well as on the TV.

With that happening, few other countries were warned to stay away from beach as there might be rough seas or even tsunami.

Not only this happen, there was also leakage of deadly radiation until Japan had to declare nuclear emergency. Details as on 12/3/2011: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1365333/Japan-earthquake-tsunami-State-emergency-nuclear-power-plant-crippled.html

Lets just pray that Japan can overcome this unforeseen disaster and be safe.

And yet in 19th march, it is said that the Super Moon will occur where the moon is at its closest to earth. It was believed by astrologer that it might cause massive damage to our planet. Huge storm, earthquakes, volcanos erupt and other natural disasters are possible. The last super moon on 2005 did caused a huge damage to Indonesia with the natural disasters.

Pray that everyone around the world(especially Japan) to be safe from super moon. On the bright side, I read that the moon will be a full moon and big. So grab ur camera and snap a photo of it if the sky is clear.

Power of IT

Nowadays, Online gaming/website might restrict themselves to only a certain countries. Blocking other countries outside the list via IP ban. No use..Power of IT have something call Proxy. Just change the IP and wolaaa,you can login the game or access the website.

In my case, GarenaHoN, restricted to only Malaysia,Singapore,Vietnam and Philippines. When Garena HoN launched, any of us are able to access their website but we cannot download the client* due to ip restriction. Worry not, I just change my ip using proxy n open the download. Before I start downloading, I off the proxy and use my own connection to download.

*= contain a messenger to access the game and the game itself.

Thats the first time I bypass Garena HoN's filter.

Second time, they tried to ban us by updating their messenger and only showing the game icon to the 4 listed countries. Not even proxy helps. But even I am not an IT student, I know that the server somehow need to read "something" and grant access.

So, that time, I thought of this.
1) Old version shows the game icon and new version doesnt.

And learn the fact that..
2)When we update the messenger, we have the option to cancel and refuse to update and login.

*lightbulb's blink* I got their ass kicked again. If I still want to login Garena HoN, I just don't update my messenger. Since the objective is to be able to see the game icon.

Until recently, they tried to stop us again(Oh my...). They did it by stopping the support of the old messenger version. How sad...So what now? Proxy cant work? Old version cant use? How to login? I got my ass kicked back instead?

NO! Again the power of IT, I keep searching internet for information about bypassing any filter and I found it. Thanks to someone who is on the same boat as me and share his/her way to bypass. Due to some reason, I won't tell how we did it this time but yeah, I am still inside Garena HoN playing!

Simple maths, how many times Garena HoN got its ass kicked by me,no..I would say all the bypasser??

Answer: 3 times.

Now..I don't know how they going to try block us again next time. With my very limited IT knowledge, I can't figure out any ways they could counter. So, I will just enjoy for the time being before I start work =)

从以前，自从认识之后，每当和"她"聊天，我都感觉很快乐，舒服。。也感到很轻松。。不管我的心情有多么的差或者有压力。

在大学，当我的功课或者assignment有任何问题，第一时间想到的就是"她"。也许我对"她"的实力有很大的信心吧？每一次“她”都会尽全力的帮我。

所以，每当我有知道些资料，我也第一时间让”她”知道。比如，教授给的考试tips。最厉害的就是我比“她”先考完试。我尽全力把所有的题目都记住。然后，回家把它们快快的打进电脑，就e-mail给”她”。有的时候（很少，很少啦。。），”她”也会碰到困扰。我也尽全力的帮“她”吧。

讲到这样。。我当然对”她”有好感。。也蛮喜欢”她”的。告白也告白过了但是回复不是很好。。我也不要勉强人家啦。。过到开心就好。

虽然现在还在等。。但也不懂等什么。。就是想等。

所以，”我的第一时间帮她”的原因是？

1)报恩,或

2)喜欢

我也不知道。。或许两个都是。。

P/S:
1) This is the hardest blog I ever made due to my bad chinese especially my pinyin.
2) Those who can't read, then sorry la haha, I just wanted to blog this in chinese =p
3) 如果妳（aka “她”）有在读这个，那我也只能”haha” xD. 这些妳都懂吧？如果有些不对，告诉我吧=p